The Thorn in my Heart

 For most of my life, I had a thorn in my heart,

No matter the reason and no matter the time,

That thorn always stuck me whenever I had love on my mind.

That is still there and it causes me pain.

I dont know why but sometimes it drives me insane.

I wish I could love like everybody else

but most don't love the darkness that resides in themselves.

I embraced my darkness and made it my own,

And within the darkness, I am completely at home.

But this thorn in my heart pushes love away,

But now is not the time and today is not the day.

I found a soul as dark as my own

Maybe its love or maybe its hate

But I dont care because my heart is at stake

Time must pass and flow like a river

as infinate as the moon's illuminated silver

I think it's time and now is the place

Maybe this soul can renew my fate.