The Darkness Inside

 The darkness inside me is brewing to the top,

And if it crests, I don't know how it will stop.

For the longest time, I have been the bane of my family and I never knew why,

It's just something I've known way deep down inside.

I'm sick of the way they treat me like I'm the dirt beneath their feet,

And one day soon, the shoes are gonna be on the other feet.

They don't give a damn about me and they never will,

And it's up to me to let my heart start to heal.

But as long as I'm near them, this will never end,

And if it goes any further, a war is gonna begin.

This is no joke and I'm not in the mood to laugh,

If they keep fuckin' with me, I'm gonna start whuppin' some serious ass.

I have bent over backwards for them, with no thanks in return,

And when I reach out to them, all I see is their shoulders start to turn.

I don't know what it is about me, that makes them hate me so much,

But after this last shit, I really dont give a fuck.

Their precious princess is about to leave,

And, of course, I'm treated like I'm the wicked evil queen,

And they're gonna turn to me, like they always do in the end,

But if they think I'm gonna help them, they can guess again.

Because I'm sick of being the loser and coming in last,

And now it's my turn to have the last laugh.