My Gothic Angel

 Deep within this darkness, beats the heart of a woman

who has dreams and wishes of a lover who can make me whole

he's my dark gothic angel

he's darkness incarnate and he holds the one thing i have never given to another

all my dreams and wishes of love and happiness resides in this man

he's everything i want in the mate to my soul

he doesn't think we'd match but we do in every way that the Goddess knows

i have never felt this way about anyone in all my lifetimes

i have search the cosmos for him and i have have finally found what my soul has been searching for

he's what i want in a man; physically, spiritually, emotionally, sexually

he just sees us as friends but we are so much more

he's my lover, my dark demon

i want him so much that i can taste him, feel him with me in the darkness of the night

being away from him torments me so and to know he's in the arms of another woman just  drives me wild with lust

my gothic angel is so dark and sensual, eveything a lover should be

most women would go nuts if they knew the one they love is with another

people judge me unfairly because i let this go on

but i dont care what they think, it just makes him more sexy to me

because he is mine, no matter what happens or who he is with

he will always come back to me in the end

people say im settling for what i can get but they dont understand that with him i have it all

what i want in a man, is what he is

i believe in loving more than one person and having more than one partner in life

but you can have only one mate to your soul sometimes you get lucky and you have two

but my gothic angel is the only one who has found me so far within this life