Confused in the Darkness

 I can't find my way in the darkness of my heart

I'm torn between two men and, in the dark, I can't tell them apart

Eyes of blue and hair that is gold, with a soul that is beyond centuries old

Eyes of brown and hair as black as jet, but I don't love him, at least not yet

What am I to do? How do I chose?

Do I go with the demon or the angel?

Dammit!! Why me?! And how did my life get into such a tangle.

I love the demon more than life but the angel wants to make me his wife

I'm confused in the darkness of my heart but my soul has picked its mate,

It has chosen the one filled with rage and hate.

He's the one I have fought for and I have finally won my prize

But I'm afraid to see the hurt in the angel's eyes.

He loves me but, I don't love him and I can't lie but the demon will always win.

I can tell the demon anything and he won't judge me

But the angel only see what he wants and that is me

And now it's time for me to set him free

I hope he finds the girl that was made just for him

Because in this contest of my heart my demon will always win.